So I was looking through my email, (which I try to do as much as I can) and I had a lot in my netscape mail right?

Well I'm looking through it, and unclicking the ones I wanna keep, and I see this email address which I haven't seen in like about four or five years.

I'm like ok, it's 2am, and I *must* be tired right? Oh no! It's who I thought it was.

Marie. Yeah that rights Marie. She for some reason sent me two emails on June 5, for some site called Tagged. I guess it has some pics of me. It asks me if I would like to see the pics....


Uh fuck no. So I clicked no, (and thank whatever god saw that, the site said I wouldn't get anymore emails from her.) and deleted it.

I mean I haven't talked to her in years. I quiet frankly don't care what's going on in her life, and I don't want her back in my at all.

I don't care if she's changed or not, I've been there and done that. When I said I didn't want to be her friend again, I meant it.

I know I'm one of those forgiving people, and give people a second chance and everything. But ya know that saying?

Fool me once same on you, fool me twice same on me. I guess it's also one of those things where she went to so much trouble destroying our friendship, that it's just left such a nasty taste, that I just don't feel right about it.

Like I see a pic of her in my year book or someone says her name, and it just like, "What the hell did I see in her to be my friend in the first place?" or "I knew what she did to people she didn't like, and I sat back and watched when I shouldn't have."

But oh well. Hopefully I don't see shit like that anymore. Sorry it's long and it looks to be a rant pretty much. It was just what crossed my mind when I saw that. I mean come on. If someone doesn't want to be your friend, you just need to let it go.

I've done it, and I know everyone else has too. Well I'm gonna head off. Need to do some cleaning or just head to bed.


Loves,
Yasha T